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Infertility awareness ribbons worn on
Mother's Day are a great way to say
I understand, without saying a word. |
I sat uneasy in the pew, my husband sitting next to me. He knew it was difficult for me to sit through the service without bursting into tears. But I wanted to celebrate mother's as much as anyone else. The problem was, I wanted to celebrate MY motherhood and that was not happening. The day that most people spend rejoicing over their mothers or being showered with gifts and accolades by their children, had become the hardest day of the year for me, every year.
The pastor began his sermon on motherhood. It was okay for a while, but then he began to recognise the oldest and youngest, the mother with the most children, etc. I think he was trying to include every scenario, but when he wanted to recognise the childless by saying, "Who has been trying to become a mother for more than 2 years." It was a painful stab in several hearts, rather than making anyone feel included in the celebration. One woman burst into tears and left the sanctuary. I wanted to, but John's hand on mine and an understanding squeeze kept me in my seat.
That was the last time I went to church on Mother's Day until I was 37. It was just too painful and people truly don't know what to say to those who are walking the journey with infertility on such a poignant day.
More important that what should be said, is what should not:
Don't say...
- You are a mother to so many.
- You are a great spiritual mother.
- Some people just aren't supposed to be mothers.
- You should just adopt, then this wouldn't be so hard.
The list goes on and on, but the basic idea is that you can't make their childlessness go away by trying to give them a reason to celebrate on such a painful day.
So, what should you say?
Do Say:
- I'm praying for you today.
- I'm sorry this is such a hard day for you.
- It's great to see you here today.
- If she says happy Mother's Day...Say thank you.
As we walk the journey of infertility, there is little anyone can say to make it feel better. It's hurts, it's confusing and frustrating and it's a very real part of our lives. A bit of understanding, without trying to fix it for us goes a long way. Be a friend, be a prayer warrior, be an encourager. We don't need to be celebrated on this day dedicated to mothers. We want to rejoice with those who rejoice, and that is easier when we aren't fighting back the tears of frustration over well-intended, yet hurtful remarks from people trying to ease our grief.
Blessings to each and every one of you.
